some messed up emotions

Man is life ever crazy...I totally forgot sorta about my blog. Life has been a spiral downward for so long. I have gained back most of the weight I lost. Can't stop eating nor can I get by butt to OA meetings. Marriage is so hard. I have had 2 new jobs...both of which I totally suck at which totally messes with my head. Depression has been my BFF....and yet I keep putting one step in front of the other...and keep trying. And keep smiling and loving. One day it will be Ok...I am always Ok