I want to be done. I feel lost…sad. Sadness so deep in my bones …
I feel ridiculous, this stupid fucking cycle…never fucking ending! I can not handle daily life…anxiety, depression, exhaustion all interfere in even the littlest of action. How do I reach out for help without exhausting those around me…Same shit, different day.
I’m broken. I pray most nights that I don't wake up. I just want to be done I didn’t know who else to tell I didn’t know who else to talk to.
This blog was the only place where I can scream… HELP. MAKE IT STOP….
How is this…all that life is…Is this really what God intended?!? Who fucking knows..For sure not me.
I decided to ramble on my blog, voice it out, experience it, ride the emotions with out action…if I actually took action…I would not wake
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